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Dirty Sink Water

by Alomar

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1.
hope the winter is cold if my prediction is bold will it upset you? i've got it all figured out hope the devil is dry it brings a tear to my eye evaporate me maybe we can work it out wrote a guide to your life prologue cuts like a knife sliced evenly a tragedy of modern times if you believe what you see well that's bad news for me cause i'm a let down i'm sorry i'm just coming clean i could be cynical thoughts can be liberal can't you see it? can you see right through my act? you said baby, i'm just hoping for a chance my words just aren't as solid as my glance but i'm trying blacking out, just trying to speak you said baby, i'm just hoping for a chance my words just aren't as solid as my glance but i'm trying blacking out, just trying to speak that new tech you have is so sleek that new theh you have is so sleek i'm trying, attempting to blend into you hope the summer is cold and i'll do as i'm told cause i'm a sucker maybe karma is an actual thing you said baby, i'm just hoping for a chance my words just aren't as solid as my glance but i'm trying blacking out, just trying to speak you said baby, i'm just hoping for a chance my words just aren't as solid as my glance but i'm trying blacking out, just trying to speak
2.
hey brother, hey dude, hey man what's the situation? what's the weekend plan? you didn't have to do, you didn't have to do me like that don't mean to be shameful or mean but these highland lights look different when you're three months clean please don't come around, please don't come around me with that the pressure it cuts so deep blurry nights were different when i was free listen to the sound listen to the slurred speech march 17, thought i could fly the only time i'm Irish when i say goodbye please don't come around, please don't come around me with that i'm glad that i've shared with you all that i've felt and we talked it out i'm glad to have a friend that's there for me when it's convenient for them hey buddy, it's in your genes one won't hurt, takle it for the team but it's lonely in my house when everyone does the same thing swipe left, swipe right, swipe up it's only getting easy when it's in your cup i'm a hypocrite for that i really don't know you like that i'm not a gambling man i bet i'll fall off faster than you can bring it all to me forget to close my tab one step, two step, fall asleep bring me home bring me something cheap but please don't bring me home, please dont bring me home like this i'm glad that i've shared with you all that i've felt and we talked it out i'm glad to have a friend that's there for me when it's convenient for them hey brother, hey dude, hey man what's the situation? what's the weekend plan? you didn't have to do, you didn't have to do me like that
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you begged me for forgiveness you said, i miss you, i swear it's the last time your cold skin, your weakness don't think that i didn't notice your eyes have lost their shine i remember when they reflected in the sky the shape of your smile that night just don't think i forgot you before getting on the bus befriending to the fullest but forgetting about us just don't think i forgot you that day you begged me for forgiveness but this time it was later than last time your hot tempered awareness your colder skin it's harder to see that your eyes have lost their shine i remember when they glistened so bright the shape of your smile that night just don't think i forgot you before getting on the bus befriending to the fullest but forgetting about us just don't think i forgot you that day you begged me for forgiveness but this time it was really the last time your short breath, in fairness you're self aware it's five in the morning and holy shit, do i miss that twinkle in your eyes and now they're as dark as mine just don't think i forgot you before getting on the bus befriending to the fullest but forgetting about us just don't think i forgot you that day
4.
As For Me 02:37
very calm demeanor a very gentle touch it was the last semester let's be honest, it wasn't much you've had enough of art school you can feel the greatness in your grasp so close your fingers it'll pop up pretty fast as for me, i'm still trying to get by can't make my rent cause a couple shitty habits i still haven't broke still hanging out at the same house i've got the same job been going on walks to clear my head a lot New York City, greenwich to be exact left a lot to be desired a lot of cab fare we didn't get back observing Rockefeller a few paintings and some other stuff soaking up the smoggy smells of the local ramen shop you ordered the number ten i ordered the number two again as for me, i'm still thinking up a plan i'm just taking it day by day and some years that i won't get back call it shameful a self inflicted wound but i know my worth and i'll never stop chasing the dream as for me, i'm still trying to get by can't make my rent cause a couple shitty habits i still haven't broke still hanging out at the same house i've got the same job been going on walks to clear my head a lot
5.
the sun shines through my windows early morning, but I'm shutting all my blinds because I don't feel like seeing anything outside I wish it would just rain all the time a good excuse to close my eyes avoid my social life and complain like I always do it's in my head and I don't know what to do about it it happened again and there's not much I can do about it no time to think so I think I'll sit alone put on some songs and pour myself the tallest, stiffest drink and I'll dance around the room and smile blankly like we used to back then except this time I'm older and alone and it's not so exciting it's in my head and I don't know what to do about it it happened again and there's not much I can do about it the feeling weighs down and my shoulders are so heavy I can barely lift my arms my body breaking down to the sight of flashing billboards shining through my kitchen window close the blinds again cause I just don't want to hear about it save your sympathy I'm not sure that you're helping and I just don't want to hear about it consider this a turning point to all the shit I did and said when I wasn't there I think I need to move away and get my brain straight again I'm cutting all my ties to the city and I'm just not looking back and there's not much you can do about it it's in my head and I don't know what to do about it it happened again and there's not much I can do about it
6.
Annabelle 03:10
Annabelle magenta was the color of the shirt you wore at the gas station countertop honey, please don't leave you're the only customer i've had all day Annabelle you know i'm 17 why are you selling me this pack of camel wides? you know it can split my sides by the time i'm 35 Annabelle the looney tunes shirt got so faded out over the years it still brings a smile to my face what a style, what a statement can you tell? i'm stumbling over my words with my sweaty palms and eyes that keep shifting not that you care you see a deeper side and you cried we don't always see the brighter side we don't always see the brighter side we don't always see the brighter side, today Annabelle your voice is so soothing with your southern drawl thank you for choosing me to speak to you din't have to do that i just wish i could've known you better than i did
7.
as i sit so desperately i'm hoping that tomorrow, hoping that tomorrow never comes find out so suddenly a pill i couldn't swallow, a pill i couldn't swallow anymore you come home so angrily you're staring at your phone and i'm staring at my phone then say goodnight so disconnected from one another i hope we learn to love each other more calm down so gracefully i'm hoping that it rains so that i can feel something on my skin i'm just hoping that the sound of the highway slowly dies down before bed now we're laughing like we did before we let the nightmare swallow up the story book start now there's vibrence in a deadly situation and all the saturation and evolved i think i'll give tomorrow i think i'll give tomorrow my best shot

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recorded and mixed by jimmy wilkens in cleveland, ohio
guitar, vocals and lyrics by eddie gancos
supporting instrumentals by jimmy wilkens

these are a collection of songs about realization and recovery

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released January 11, 2023

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Alomar Akron, Ohio

Sad, simple songs about life situations

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